I fell asleep watching Stargate today and had a really weird experience; I woke up, but couldn't move at all for a few minutes. I was on my side, half buried in my pillow and could only see part of my window and the side of the bed. It was so weird; I felt like I'd turned to stone or something.

So I looked it up on Google later and apparently it's a fairly normal thing called sleep paralysis, where the brain hormones that stop you acting out your dreams take a little longer to wear off than they should do. There's a lot of folklore about it; it's often combined with dream like hallucinations that make you think there's a devil/ugly old woman/ghost sitting on your chest or at the end of the bed. As I've read the Wikipedia article in full, I consider myself an expert.

However, up until a few hours ago I hadn't heard any of this, so when it happened to me, all I thought was, "Wouldn't it be cool if Stargate was real, and the Asgard are doing medical experiments on me!" and went back to sleep. I did somehow manage to rip my favourite dress in a fairly vital place though, which is annoying and confusing.

Because of my unintentional excess of sleep, I feel really gross. I have that really groggy feeling; I'm really tired and really awake at the same time. I feel fairly chirpy, but I'm picking faults with things that I normally wouldn't even notice. When it gets noisy, I want to scream and back up into a corner. I'm probably going crazy; maybe the Asgard did visit me after all.

I think it's safe to say that no-one reads this thing anymore, so maybe it's safe to write about something that isn't my tortoise.

For some reason, I'm depressed. I have been for quite a while. I know rationally that my life is going fine and dandy and I have nothing significant to complain about, I just feel really low all the time. Everything irritates me, everything gets to me. I feel guilty for being depressed, therefore making me more depressed, etc etc.

I think I must be acting like an insane person; I'm following my friends around everywhere because I want the company, but I never do or contribute anything; I just want to sit there and Be and be ok. Whenever I try and talk about the things that are bugging me, people delve a bit too deep into it; I know it's not the end of the world. I don't want it fixed, I just want people to understand that I'm bugged, and still like me. That's all.

I'll probably delete this.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008







Which Goa'uld from Stargate SG-1 are you?




You are Nyerti! Ooh, you bitch. You stop at nothing to get the perfect host you want, do you? You like doing complicated scientific and genetic experiments in various labs. You once destroyed a whole planet, and turned a little girl, Cassandra, into a living bomb just to take on the Taree. You manipulate and scheme and dont care who the hell gets in your way because youll just turn them into part of your great plans. You do have an invisibility device which is very cool. V. cool indeedy.
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